The Bad Guy

I'm officially the bad guy in most situations nowadays. And its hillarious really. Back in the day I had to clean my life up. sweep all the drama and people making bad choices out so that I wouldn't fall prey to thier lifestyles. There are just people in this world that would suck you dry like a leech and move on to the next poor sucker. I don't have room for the morons that can't live straight lives, that think thier extra activities don't do any harm. Well they do and not just to you. They harm everyone around you. I've had practically my whole house robbed from the inside out of all its valuables. I've lost jobs and cars and homes because I let these people in. And I attract em like flies to sugar water I swear. But I'm smarter nowadays.

I'll help most of the time when I think it might actually help. If I realize its going to simply put a bandaid on a situation that will always be present then I have no time for your screw ups. I've had to clean my life again of a leech. And I'm now the bitch that wouldn't give my shirt away too. No one cares that I let this person live rent free for 4 months. Practically starved because I couldn't afford food enough to support my household since everything was going for the extra electricity and rent. No matter I gave a great little Christmas because I knew you wouldn't have one without it. I cared enough to let you leech off me for that long. You never did anything to better yourself as long as I was around handing out my wares for free. I'm sorry honey and I wish you the best of luck, but it's your own choices in life that got you to your station.

You try to turn it around on me and say "What if I was the one in need?" Well, I'm not in need. And I made choices that put me where I am. I chose to be here and not in your shoes so I feel that is not a valid argument. Your life style is your choice, and mine is mine. We are who we are because we want to be. My money doesn't go to ciggarettes. It goes into my car when I need a part. It goes into my food and my gas and my house. Things I need. I don't choose those extra things over my needs. I don't have to. Because I chose along time ago to stay away and "just say no" and all that jazz. Again I am where I am because I chose it. Don't make me out to be that bad guy because I'm not liberal enough to give you free shit at the expense of my own well being. You are not more important to me then myself. And no one should be more important to you then yourself.

Choose now where you want to be in life before the choice is gone for good.